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Another one bites the dust....but not...I just wanted to incorporate a Queen song ^__^ [26 Oct 2005|10:10pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Pearl Jam "Jeremy" ]

Okay I have like not updated in a bajillion years...more like 2 months but who's counting? Lets see what to talk about in the time Im procrastinating. I have journal entries to write for English 101, but I just DONT wanna do it. Eh, w/e I will. Just not now.

Okay to begin, why must we have crushes? I mean, they sure got the name right when naming that son of a bitch. It sure as hell is a crush and it hurts too. I mean, I really like this guy...lord knows ppl keep asking me why, but I dun no, he has this quality. Plus I tend to kinda look passed the flaws of the people I have crushes on, then it all comes slamming on to me at the same times, when I eventually realize how truly annoyed I am with them. This guy is sooooo cool though...u know cool in that "total dork" ish way. Hey if u know me, u know I go for the dork types. Sadly, if I have ever at some point had a crush on u...and ur not a actor in Harry Potter, then chances are ur a total dork. Well, u can be an actor on HP and still be a dork, but thats besides the point.

N e way...good news!! I can have a life when Im 23!!! Aint that dandy??? Yes, my father has allowed me to have a life...lets just hope I don't get hit by a bus b4 I turn 23. With my luck I'll fall down the stairs and die the day b4 my 23rd B-day. I mean jeez...the gayest way a person can die is by falling off the stairs (sorry if u know n e one who has died that way...or if u urself have died that way [what it's LA ppl are weird!])

Okay LUMOS 2006!!! WOOT!!!! Im sooooo there!!! *watch me not have the money to pay for it* dude, I will be sooooo sad and crying if that happens. I'll soooooo burn down Robinson's May. Rodrigo Im right there with u man!!! U grab the gasoline...I'll grab the matches!!! (Yeah right, like he's ever gunna read my LJ)

Pfft, so yeah, work. I mean its a crap job and all, but the ppl are cool. I like my department...just the older folk that arent so great! Its okay to say this, cuz Im pretty sure they dont know how to turn on a computer. Really, old people trying to use technology IS a hilarious site. Case in point 1) Grandma Death. Yeah u heard me...this old ass lady thats working (season, I believe) in our department. I mean Im as nice as they come and I was about to ring her freaking neck!! Dude she cant even do register...ITS NOT EVEN THAT HARD!!! Not to forget that shes COMPLETELY senile!!!! Who hired her again?

So yeah...crushes...I got one...Code name :Ross Perot or Rozz Pero w/e. Only Alysia/Maribel/Brent get that one. Yeah...they say I got it bad...well I must if Im mentioning it on this damned thing. Whatever. I have no clean underwear left. *runs off to do laundry and write English homework*

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Yeah....I REALLY don't like homophobes! [11 Aug 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Okay, I found this in another LJ users update, and I just needed to post it. People r sooooo hurtful!


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*


I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

I'm the woman who lost two of her best friends when they fled abroad beacuse they couldn't handle anymore intolerance and mocking.

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This world and the people in it disgust me !!! [31 Jul 2005|07:20pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Twisted Sister "We're not gunna take it", lol ]

Okay....Its 7:15pm right now and Im missing Queer as Folk! My asshole brother has to be picked up and he knows i have a show to watch, not that he gives a damn. Well I through a fit and later he asks me what it is i wanna watch. Well I didn't give a shit at this point. I wasn't gunna deny it. I said Queer as Folk and the bastard got pissed and made funny of me for it. His exact words were "What are u watching this faggot lifestyle for?" and i totally flipped. My words were "Don't you EVER speak in that way with me ever again"! I'm so fucking sick of this place! I'm so fucking sick of this world! People like this aggravate me so fucking much. I always said i wanna get the fuck outta this country, but it's like...and what? these type of people fucking exist everywhere. Homophobes! They think they are so fucking superior! Well news flash batards ur not!!! Most of the gay people I know are very good people. They are caring and good friends! They are REGULAR people just like u and me. Just because they love differently from us doesn't make them lesser. Being gay is NOT a choice. It is something u r born with. All ur life u grow up knowing ur differernt, in some cases u know what that difference is, in others u dont. "Coming Out of the Closet" doesn't mean "Hey I think i'll just be gay from now on" It means that u finally decide to be the real person u are and to admit to urself and the people u love that ur different. Some family and friends may not be able to accept this, but Fuck 'em (as a great gay man Emmett Honeycut once said, Fuck 'em all). If they can't accept u for being the real person u r, then they never truly loved u in the first place. U dont need them in ur life! There are people out there who can love u unconditionally! I for one will NEVER judge a person based on Race, Sex, Religion, Sexuality, and etc. America is everyones home. It was founded in diversity and created to escape prejudice and presecution. Why can't we remember this now. I guess fucking bush and these damn conservitives think this is only THEIR country, but NO. It is all of our home. And we should all get the same and equal respect and rights in our own home! Maybe someday our government will realize how fucking daft they've been. I mean look at our history. They don't fucking know how stupid they've been til its too late. We won the civil war we can win this one too. Its just that those that believe in equal rights for all citizens in this country need to come together and fight.

P.S. On a brighter note HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY JAMES POTTER who is 25 today...and also to J.K. Rowling who brought to us the wonderful boy wizard!

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How would u rate me? [31 Jul 2005|06:08am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | The buzzing of my lap top at 6:10 am ]

Got this from Devon!


How would you rate:

My eyes:

My lips:

My smile:

My face:

My overall sex appeal:

My profile:

My pics:

My music selections:

My hobbies:

On the same scale of 1 to 10, how badly do you want to:

Meet me:

Talk to me on the phone:

Hang out with me:

Kiss me:

French me:

Cuddle with me:

Be my gf/bf:

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Long enough for u? [29 Jul 2005|02:45am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy "Sugar, We're Going Down" ]

Okay, I know Ive beengone for like a bijillion years, but im back so lets celebrate. hahaha...like n e one even reads this thing, lol. I dunno why Im even updating.

So new shit well, I got a hair cut!!! I think it looks okay. Alysia dyed it too, but u can barely tell. It mostly just has a more reddish tint to it. Oh well.

The big news. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince came out....ages ago. lol. I read it in 2 days. I just couldnt put it down!!! Actually thats pretty good for me. Since i read the 3rd book in 2 days two, lol. 6th is definetly longer.

I got all the gravitation mangas on ebay finally!!! I thought they'd never come. It took a month. And I now own the 4 seasons of Queer as Folk. God Im loving that show. If there is a Gale Harold fan club, I sooooo wanna join!!!! He is soooooooo GORGEOUS!!!!! Okay its 2:40 am....im soooo outtie!!!

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[20 May 2005|07:38pm]
[ mood | i have to pee ]
[ music | Something Corporate "Space" ]

Okay....I haven't updated in awhile...so here it goes...

So far working at Universal I have seen.."Kung Fu Hustle", "Sahara", "Crash", "Star Wars Episode III", and today i saw "The Upside of Anger". Strangely i liked every single movie. The last one that i saw was really good, i didnt think i'd like it. Kevin Costner was really good at playing that character. N e way im looking for good deals on Limo rentals for prom...of course im the 18 year old....so I gotta do it...BLAH!!! Old age does suck!!! I got my period today!!!!....YES!!!! Lol....no there are two reasons why a girl will ALWAYS be happy to get her period...1) if she thinks she's pregnant and she's not ready....and 2) she got it b4 an engagment that she will have later that week that she doenst want her period interfering. Mine is the latter. Im going to Palm Springs next week...plus i also have grad night next week, and i dont wanna have my period, speacially since ima go in the pool. Okay....i just realized i have mostly talked about my menstral cycle. Hmmm...maybe for my next entry i'll make my LJ more articlish like Eddie. N E WAY...Im bored now, and tired like u'll never believe, so i'll update another day....be good to one another!!!!

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[30 Apr 2005|03:30pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Guns and Roses "Don't Cry" ]

Here's a little questionair thingy i got!!!

1. What is your full name:
Syuzanna Akopyan


2. What color pants are you wearing right now?
Ummm...Baby Blue Scooby-Doo PJ's..lol


3. What are you listening to right now:
Guns and Roses "Dont Cry" , Ozzy Osbourne "Dreamer", Inuyasha Soundtrack, Ozzy Osbourne "Gets me Through", and i have VH1's presantation of Austin Powers International Man of Mystery on in the background!!!

4. What was the last thing you ate:
Feta Cheese wraped in Arabic bread with santro and mint...ive been eating it for 2 days straight!!! WE HAVE NO FOOD!!!

5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Ima say....Green?


6. How is the weather right now?
Not too sunny, not too Cloudy...just right...although mother nature has been Pmsing lately...she cant decide!!!

7.Last person you talked to on the phone:
Ummm....Maribel i guess


8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex:
Umm...If their cute? Okay so i'm shallow....sue me!!!! But personality over rules all else!!!!!

9. Do you like the person who sent this to you:
Well yeah of course!!! I got this from Reyn!! I love my little writer of Harry Potter and the Children of the Future!!!


10. How are you today?
Im good i Guess!!! A bit lazy...but that will have to end..i must clean the house soon!!


11. Favorite Drink?
Dr. Pepper...and diet Dr. Pepper

12. Favorite alcoholic drink:
Margaritas...and pina coladas...and i love friuty coolers...and one day i'll have a martini!!!

13. Favorite Sports:
Basketball, hockey, and Baseball...not in that order.

14.Hair Color:
Brown

15. Eye Color:
Brown...God im boring!!!

16. Do you wear contacts:
Nope I guess i gots the 20/20 vison...i wont for lobg if i keep staring into this computer screen!!!

17. Siblings:
Two Brothers...one is a major pain!!!

18. Do you have a tattoo?
Nope...im not against them though...i want the superman symbol one day!!!

19. Favorite Month(s)?
October and November.....even though their not my month

20. Favorite Food?
Italian

21. Last Movie you watched:
Cold Mountain....It was Freaking Sad!!!!!!!

22. Favorite Day of the Year?:
Halloween or my b-day...I like getting stuff, lol.

23. Are you too shy to ask someone out?:
Ummm....Im generally not shy at all....but i think id be too shy to ask someone out for sure!!!

24. Summer or Winter?
Winter....I hate heat!!

25. Hugs or Kisses?
Gosh.....I like 'em both lol. Cant decide.

26. Chocolate or Vanilla:
CHOCOLATE.....and if u say otherwise ur a FREAK and dont come near me....I dont know how ppl cant like chocolate??? Its so weird!!! Chocolate is a girls best friend....diamonds...well thier her second best, lol.

27. Do you want your friends to write back:
Sure...why not?

28. Who is most likely to respond:
I have no idea....It'd be nice if it's Eddie.

30. Living arangements:
Parents....Not cuz i wanna either....most ppl do it cuz its cheaper..hell i'd leave at a drop of a hat!!! They just wont LET me move out!! the bastards!!!

31. What books are you reading?
14 tales of horror by stephan king im gunna start..and im rereading the Harry Potter series!!! I REALLY wanna get His Dark Materials though...and soon i will, But AFTER the 6th HP book comes out....YAY 2 more months!!

32. Favorite Board Game:
I have lost my love for monoploly thanx to an over zealous little cousin!!!! So im gunna say....Pictionary and operation!!!

33. What did you do last night:
Went on Chat...downloaded music...Talked to Eddie for a bit...watched some movies.

35. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Nope...i've tried.

36. What inspires you?:
Movies do...i dunno why....i just LOVE movies....and my friends!!
37. Favorite Flower?
I love lilys, orchids, and carnations.

38. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the
morning:
Shit what time is it....Can i sleep for 10 more minutes!! Damn i'm late for class...do i have time for a quick shower....shit im REALLY late for class!!!!

39. What day is it & time?
It is saturday, 3:20 pm...and yes im still in my PJ's...hence the lazy!!!

40. Who is your favorite band?
I dont have one particular, but i have many favs....Guns and Roses, Bon Jovi, Metallica, AFI, My Chemical Romance, Greenday, and Something Corporate. There's more, but i dont wanna name them all.

41. single/taken?
Umm....Both, lol...Dont ask.

42. First Date what would you want to happen:
Well...i got a dirty answer, and a clean cut answer, lol. J/k. I would want everything in the date to go well.....i guess u'll have to read between the lines, lol.

43. How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had since the 7th grade?
hahahaha....gosh...barley one....yeah....comitment issues, lol...or i was dead afraid all the males in my family would beat him to death..make me watch, then shoot me...bring me to life, just to shoot me again. U'd find me buried in the back yard my dogs trying to dig for my bones.

44. Do you want to get married?
Sure why not, one day.....so far from it now, kinda want a career first and to be done with college. But if the right guy came along...i wouldnt turn my head.

45. Will you go to college and if yes where?
Yes...Pasadena City College....then hopefully transfer to UCLA.

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[29 Apr 2005|06:01pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Something Corporate "Woke up in a car" ]

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! WOOHOO!!!!! i so just slept in today....and now im developing a head ach blah!!! I got comedy central on...Friday night stand up baby!!! God i love stand up!!!!

Sunday Family Guy comes back!!!!!!! Hell Yeah!!!!

Best line....Alysia's Pin "Im not fat just Fluffy"!!! i love that line!! God!! LOL...alysia is NO WHERE near fat!! lol. Okay...phone sex is creepy...i don't think i'll ever get it. I say this cuz the comedian is talking about phone sex, lol. But i guess if u have no other way of....u know...then i guess u gotta do what u gotta do...no judgements, lol.

Okay, so .... I love Eddie, lol. Those of u who know me well enough...u know who he is!! I will have to devote a whole entry to him as well one day...til that day....a I LOVE U BABY....will have to do. <333

Well i went down to Pasadena with Maribel Yesterday...we ACTUALLY registered to vote....that was weird, lol..at least we got candy and a free t-shirt, lol..thats awesome...god i swear id do just about n e thing for free stuff, lol. The math section in the test killed me....i didnt remember shit...hopefully some good guessing skills kicked in!!

Pasadena unit fees are 26 dollars a fucking unit!!! thats INSANE!!! WOW...i need some god damned financial aid!!! My parents prolly wont wanna pay for me -sneers at parents- so then i might need to pay myself -gets a job- So yeah...i need to file for a damn FAFSA!!! free money!!! yay!!!

well....im having a good break..im now doing what i completely excel in!!! Being lazy!!! LOL...ill need to clean b4 sunday though....my parents r in Vegas!!! bastards dont even take me!!! -pouts-

i now wanna see Kung Fu Hustle and Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy!!! I sooo didnt wanna....but a few ppl said it looked good...and eddie did too...so maybe their seeing something im not...might b good...we'll see if i go see it. I KNOW ILL SEE STAR WAR!!!!! WOO HOO, cant wait!!!

Bye!!!!

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Sundays suck..... [24 Apr 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Yellowcard "Breathing" ]

Okay...i guess today aint so bad....ive just been lounging around catching up on some fan fic...i totally found a new fandom!!!! Gravitation is soooooooo cool!!!! Shuichi Shindou is soooo hot...not to mention Eiri Yuki!!! LOL...im weird...im totally into anime...w/e. We all have our oddities!!!

N e way!!! schools over in a week yes!!!!!!!!

Dude, Esmeralda totally broke down during 6th all....its our last friday together...and i had to be console girl...but i always thought i would be WAY sadder at this point of school ending...but im mostly more anxious for it to end!! wow...talk about situation irony!!!

Well...maybe ill be all in tears next week? i gotta be right...when all the home work and finals are done with...ill prolly be in a pool of tears!!!

I just had blueberry waffles and i dont think it sat well....owwph!!!

Well hope to get some online chat time tonight. Dude i so didnt turn in my essay for hartman friday...one i didnt know what to do, and two i didnt have time!!! well, aparently it was the last day to hand it in (i didnt know this) and i asked to turn it in monday during the final...well he put his head down and said "yah" but i felt like he was mad...cuz i think he was. i dont like this....i feel like i'm taking advantage of his niceness!!! and i hate doing that cuz i love mr. hartman...well...u know what i mean..he's a good guy. should i do the essay? i dunno. im sure hed be willing to grade it for me to at least maintain my B in the class!!!

OMFG!!! i totally got an A on my final objective test for "heart of darkness"!!! how i did that is beyond me!!! i soooo didnt read the book!!! but i guess i knew the gist of it to get me by, plus the test was curved.

EEKKK....i got maple syrup all over the key board..i swear i cant eat n e thing without making some sort of a mess. The worst memory of that is Teddy and i at Baja Fresh eating burritos when i open the sause and spill it all on me...that was HORRIBLE....we were at hollywood and highland to see a play!!! well thank god my bag was long enough to hind the stain on my pants....i really have no luck.

Wow..its really cloudy outside blah!!...actually i love gloomy weather..a lot more than a bright sunny day....with my complexion...u tend to hate the sun, lol.

Well....not much to say...i saw "Cecile B. Demented" yesterday on the independant film channel...it was soooo freaking funny...i think Eddie would enjoy it...remind me to tell u what its about later dear.

okay well folks toodles....

...p.s. Iris dear...if u have time later do u think u could teach me the override codes for Live Journal, i wanna learn to place background pics for myself...thanx dear!!!!!

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Wholly Freak....an update so soon...Is the wrold Ending???? [10 Apr 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | The Killers "Smile like u mean it" ]

Okay yeah...im procrastinating....im supposed to be doing the report half for Mr. Harners project!!!!!This is sooooo stupid...i dont wanna do it!!! I don't even think I'm doing it right, but i just don't care n e more....lol..i need to at least get a D in that class!!!! Blah...which means i gotta start going to school..therefore i must sleep at like 9 pm tonight...so Eddie dear...i'll b seeing u Friday -cries- Ima have to cut down my Chat hours....i just realized i spend like 8 hrs a day online when i dont have school...like 4-6 when i do...still not good. Stupid CC!!!

Okay well....nothing new to report i guess. Okay Inna did u drop ur Lj account!!! Woman!!!

Okay: April Birthdays Include!!!!

Maribel. Marine. Sara (My Fan Fic buddy!!). Julia. Inna (Sorry i couldnt come dear, i really wanted to!!!)To everyone else HAPPY APRIL BIRTHDAY!!!!

Blah!!!! Better start writing the report again....somebody just shoot me, and end this pain!!! Eddie....ek...u know where i live...umm....Dont shoot me, lol...that wasn't an invitation, lmao. I will drill it outta u boy, i promise, us women know ways -smirks-

again.....thats's all she wrote.


P.S. I know i posted these lyrics B4 Bon Jovi's "Always" but Surge i said for u to look at them cuz its like the most beautiful song in the world!!!!! Look at the lyrics dear.

Bon Jovi "Always"

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Aint it pretty? -cries-

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Hmmm....thinking of what to write. [09 Apr 2005|12:57am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Nirvana "Heart Shaped Box" ]

Okay, im on CC (Central Chat) and talkin' to Surge....and now i'm updating this while talking to him. Okay...i didnt go to school today (sorry Mari) yeah...apparently i missed the Communism/Capitalism debate!!! W/E i knew we were prolly gunna lose...Capitalism..turns out, hard to argue.

LOL...it seems..i am in desprate need of a life, BLAH!!! w/e. And what is up with these psycho Girls (Guys) who feel like they can control their spouses life!!! U FUCKING CANT TELL THEM WHO THEY CAN AND CANT TALK TO!!!! women R crazy!!! blah. PPL lets stop being so jealous, huh?

3 more weeks of school!!! hell yeah!!! im sooo sick of that place. and grad night at DISNEYLAND baby!!! woo hoo!!! and prom....lol...no date..::shakes head:: ::calls out for alysia:: darling??? will u be my date???? MR. SOMEONE is like 2493849284 odd miles away, lol.

okay..well nothing new..but I hate "heart of darkness" and im hating having to wake up in the morning, oh yeah!! shool projects suck..oh wait...school sucks period!!!

well...thats all she wrote.

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About time for an update.... [27 Mar 2005|04:01pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance "Helena" ]

Okay mothers are bitches!!!! Im not supposed to be online...but of course i wanna go online for like 10 mins...and my mom would call the house within the first 3 mins im on!!!! Life is not fair!!!! Well Happy Easter to those of U that celebrate...i hate holidays where ur obligated to be happy!!! Now can some one out there tell me why in order to celebrate Jesus' resurrection...WE FUCKING HIDE EASTER EGGS, AND EAT LOTS OF CHOCOLATE!!! WTF IS UP WITH THE EASTER BUNNY!!!!! i dont fucking get it....but whatever there's a lot of shit i don't get. OMFG!! i saw "super size me" yesterday...that guy practiclly died towards the end....jeebus...but fast food is just too damned good to give up!!! and convieniant!!! w/e im sticking with my McChicken!!!! Blah to that guy!!! YAY!! i think i'll be able to go to Prom...Alysia..U r soooo my date biatch!!!!

Okay...the new idea for that crossover worlds fan fic is still there...but im just too damned lazy to write it!!! I'll have to talk to Maribel about this, lol. And i still haven't done my Eros essay...my friends wont have to kill me...i believe my parents and my cousin Lucy...will kill me just fine themselves if i dont graduate!!! I just have to wake my ass up in the mornings!!! I just love sleep so much!!! Cant wait til we're out of "Prison" hey school is sorta like a prison..always trying to devise a way to escape, lol. I dont believe i wrote about going to see the play "The goat or who is sylivia" IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! i loved it!!!! About a middle aged man who screwed a goat...i know what ur thinking 'WTF?' right? well it was REALLY good...its mostly about the the perfect suburban family and how they're not so perfect...we all got our dirty little secrets...OMFG!!! i think i'll be able to go to the Paris/Rome trip in summer of 2006!!!! As long as my aunt and uncle go with me..hehe...i told my aunt about it, and she seemed interested...I HOPE I GET TO GO!!!! i really really wanna see Paris and Rome!!!!
I HATE FAMILY GATHERINGS!!!! I HAVE TO GO TO ONE RIGHT NOW!!! STUPID EASTER!!!!

Okay well....thats all she wrote

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[09 Mar 2005|03:35am]
if u wanna find out who ur gunna end up with go here!!!! This site works!!!

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1110362992aer
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[09 Mar 2005|02:28am]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Alanis Morisette "u oughta know" ]

stole this from devon!!! answer it ppl!!!

1. Am I cute?
2. Am I crazy?
3. Am I lovable?
4. Am I funny?
5. Am I annoying?
6. Am I psycho?
7. Am I daring?
8. Am I a good person?

*Would You*
1. Hug Me?
2. Miss me if I was gone?
3. Listen to my problems?
4. Hug me if I cried?
5. Be a good friend?
6. Get in a fight for me?
7. Run evil social espionage missions for me?
*
1. How Well Do You Know Me?
2. When's my birthday?
5. Who is my best friend?
6. Who am I crushing on/dating?
7. Favorite color?
9. Favorite Animal?
12. Favorite song/songs?
13. Favorite music groups?
15. What song would you dedicate to me?
18. What would I use to dispatch a horde of hungry zombies?

If You Could*
1. Give me a new name, it would be?
2. Do one thing with me, it would be?
3. Drop me a piece of advice, it would be?
3. Kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

JUST A FEW QUESTIONS************************
1. What do you love about me?
2. What do you hate about me (seriously)?
3. What is my best quality?
4. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
5. What is your honest opinion about me?
6. What would you do if I sang out of tune?
***********
1. what song (if any) reminds you of me?
2. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
4. Have you ever had a dream about me?
5. If you just met me how old would you guess I am?
6. Am I huggable?
7. If you could give me anything... what would it be?
8. If you could promise me anything.. what would it be?

+ Personal +
1. Am I ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot, etc?
2. Do you ever think about me offline?
3. If you could describe me in one word... what would that word be?
4. Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
5. When we first met, what were your thoughts? (if you've met/talked to me?)
6. If you had to describe to someone who I am and what I am like, what would you tell them?
7. What are my faults?
8. My strengths?

+ Everybody +
1. Do you wish we were closer?
2. Why aren't we closer?

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GOD I NEED SLEEP !!!! [28 Feb 2005|03:32am]
[ mood | and missin' my chat posse ]
[ music | A Perfect Circle "Passive" ]

Okay it is now...3:33 a.m. and i have yet to go to bed. im on chat as of right now..its kinda boring and rose is confusing the hell outta me!!! loveable seems like a cool guy. i barley talked to surge and he forgot to say bye to me!!! *slaps surge* i miss my cool aid though. *sigh* if u don't know wat im talking about...im talking about Harry Potter chat ppl...but we hardly ever talk about HP. surge has only seen the first movie *slaps him more* ill make him read those books if its the last thing i do...he hasn't even begun to feel whipped mwhahahahhaha...*cough, cough* i didnt say that.

dont turn ur back on me i wont be ignored!!!! sorry listening to linkin park!!!

ummm... i saw alysia on friday!!! dang it was like forever!!! i miss her sooo much!!! and i miss brent too. even though i go to school with him. lol. we still like never c each other. just cuz we dont, he thinks something is horribly wrong with me. i must have emotionally broken down if i havent talked to him in 2 days, lol *slaps brent* stop worrying u!!! if i have a problem i will of course go to u, ALWAYS!!!

School sucks!!! i want out!!! who ever said senior year is a breeze needs to have their head examined!!!! i hate it!!! stupid gilliland and his stupid excel!!! i hate excel!!! and why is he teaching math!!! he is a computer teacher!!! and wow..i need to start waking up in the morning..kivork is threatening to fail me *cries* i need to pass every class or else i cant graduate. i screwed up real bad last semester!!! stupid me *slaps herself*

okay well!!! im off to still chat!!! its just its been a while since i updated. <3333

*HUGS* surge and...of course my alysia, i love u hunnie bunnie!! *slaps anatoily* she is mine. *slaps surge* i learned what "leg licker" means lol. and i may appreciate the female sex...i just dont want to screw them!!! but alysia is my soul mate...just not like that. gosh..no wonder ppl think im gay....im always talking to A;ysia like that...eh.

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please fill this out....!!!! [07 Feb 2005|02:57am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | AFI Silver and Cold ]

Omg i talked to sara (pen name maxine-chan) on aim today!!!! she is one of my fav authors who writes awesome one shots!!! and she writing one of my fav stories called STARTS WITH A SPIN!!!! i actually felt star struck, lol. i know im a freak. i just take fan fics a bit seriously, lol. i wish there was a paying job that payed u to read harry/draco fan fics, lol. i'd be set. so every time my mom bitched at me for reading i could be like "mom im working!!!!" lol. oh im am now also someones cool aid...dont ask ppl. just know that i have become a harry potter chat room addict. loves: surge, minus_blindfold, rachel (who loves her eathan aka XxX), samantha_dragon, amanda1!!! if i forgot n e one sorry!!! btw i found this awesome harry/draco pic on princesspepper3 's account: loves her. and i wanna figure out how to post it. needs help w/ that. okay well go patriots!!! i heard they won the game today :) i was rooting for them. i wasn't there to see it though, cuz i went to see finding neverland with my cousin. omg it was such a good movie. if u haven't seen it, i reccomend u go noww!!! i cried sooo much, so beautiful *drools* johnny depp. omg i saw the charlie and the chocolate factory preview. it looks sooooo good. cant wait. okay well, ima try and update regularly from now on so c u next time ^___^


01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. How long have you known me?
03. When and how did we first meet?
04. What was your first impression?
05. Do you still think that way about me now?
06. What do you think my weakness is?
07. Do you think I'll get married?
08. What makes me happy?
09. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Do you think I could kill someone?
15. Describe me in one word.
16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?

okay i got this from dev and i need u guys to fill it out for me. thankies!!!!
and can someone be as kind as to teach me how to work LJ. i dont know how to work the codes. so please help!!! ::stares at iris:: luvs u!!!

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God it's been awhile... [05 Feb 2005|02:38am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | sum 41 "pieces" the best song THEY ever made ]

okay well hi again all. It has been freaking forever since my last update so here it goes. it was akysia's b-day on thursday. my baby is growing up. she's 18!!!! i love her. hopefully i can c her tomorrow. umm...i guess i've been going to harry potter chat a lot...i know i know..freak me going to HP chat...shh...i hardly ever talk about HP. i've met cool ppl. i like them.

umm...well brent stole my scrunchy!!! that bastard ::bites ur rib again:: and bitch u do snore!!! devon lies!! okay ima watch garden state tomorrow ::hugs teddy:: and hopefully my mom won't b too much of a bitch and make me do shit 4 her, cuz i dont wanna. ima go to sleep now, its 2:43 in da morning. i miss sleep, so i dont know why the fuck im here updating this. bye all. ::passes out::

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Is Alexandria a Good Name......? [11 Jan 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | modest mouse "ocean breathes salty" ]

OMFG!!!!! Im going to be a aunt!!!! My brother and his wife found out today their gunna have a daughter. i'm so happy. yay. i hope im a good aunt. i didnt go to school today. i faked sick so i wouldnt have to go. i really needed the extra sleep. brannon wants to call me suzy-q. well i basically said no. i dont need to have another stupid song sung after me. but iris's suggestion of xana is still cool. i like that name. okay well i have to give brent his b-day/xmas gift. darling it sees i will never be let out to actually buy u ur pressies but do u think i could just give u the money. i know that sucks, but at this rate u'll be getting the pressies in feburary. and i hate that. okay well i'll c everyone 2morrow.

scenes cut from harry potter



"But before we duel, Harry, I must tell you something," Voldemort hissed.

"Okay. What is it?" Harry asked.

"Harry, I am you father."

"Huh?"

"Join with me on the dark side, and together, we shall rule the galaxy!"

"Um . . . Voldemort . . .?"

"Yes, Harry?"

"Were you watching Star Wars before I got here?"

"Sorry, I was bored."

"Okay, can we go on with the plot now?"

"Sure, sure. Just had to get it out of my system."





"I am Aragorn, son of Arathorn, and if by my life or death I can protect you, I-"

"Um, Aragorn, son of Arathorn?"

"Yes, Frodo?"

"I is not Frodo, sir, I is Dobby the House Elf. Dobby is thinking you is in the wrong book, sir."

"Damn it. All you midgets look alike."

"Dobby is sorry, sir."

"No, no. My apologies. I better get back to Middle Earth before someone gets the Ring--is that Legolas?"

A handsome Elven archer runs by, screaming. Every female at Hogwarts was chasing after him, including Professor McGonagall. They all wanted him to sign their underwear.

Aragorn sighs. "This always happens. I swear, I can't take that guy anywhere."

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I Just Wanna Live.... [10 Jan 2005|07:56pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | postal service "take a look at me now" ]

LOL, updating to make my brenty happy. Okay school has been okay so far. i have to have a 1st and 6th now!!! i screwed up with that damned valley college class. i have to be a TA for ms. kivork the AP. she is actually okay. i kinda always hated her, well i guess hate is a strong word, i strongly disliked her. oh well, i guess first impressions suck, and the fact that she is a authority figure, didn't help her. i have myths and legends for 6th. cool, i guess i love the supernatural. we are learning about vampires. so i have to do a report on buffy the vampire slayer this week. i fucking HATE blockbuster. money hungry whores!!!! and fucking hollywood videos seems to only like buffy seasons 1, 2 and 7. wtf, how the hell do they just pick those 3. thank god for 20/20 videos. i'd be soooooo screwed. serioulsly my friends need to get into buffy!!! okay well today was disturbing. teddy and iris kept talking about having sex near me. obviously on purpose. kinda creepy. eh, wat can u do. they're like bunnies i guess. although they get too much pleasure in creeping me out. it's mean guys STOP!!! this means u teddy!!! okay i have to read for dracula now so im outtie. i'll c u guys later. i fucking hate my uncle, the bitch is bitching at me. lol. that sounds funny. bye!!

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IM SOOO BORED !!!! [22 Dec 2004|08:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none just the other personalities talking in my head ]

Yay alysia finally got her new live journal account. how awesomest is that? ummm...not much happend. didn't end up going to the getty but im totally fine with that. i love alysia too much to care. i hope brent isn't too bummed. okay well iris is trying to fix up my account here at live journal as i'm too incompotent to do it myself. i swer technology and me not such good friends. none of my fanfics are getting updated!!! im sooo upset!!! i wanna read something, but am too lazy to read anything new. n e way on a brighter note J.K. ROWLING FINISHED HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!!!! IM SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! IT COMES OUT ON JULY 16, 2005!!! i have that day marked as a holy day now. i know i need help but it's the one thing in life that makes me happy, besides alysia!!! i love u baby and i know everything is gunna b okay..don't beat urself down okay!!! well iris is the awesomest for helping me out with this, i love u darling. ted u don't know how good u have it!!! and read the 5th book u!!! okay everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

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